Shaman photoI embody the goddess of destruction I feel the energy and rage race through my form. Her power is Immense. The world is dark and dangerous around her, reflecting her mood. She raises up stretching her body and extending her torso, growing new sets of ribs. She elongates her form becoming a golden hooded cobra. Looking down over the world. She curls herself over and bites onto her own tail creating a circle in which she is birthing a new world.

I understand she is truely a creator not a goddess of destruction. She transforms energy. I stand separate to her now and she holds up this Ouroboros mirror to show me my reflection. In the mirror I stand as a placid being and I give away my belongings and my body to any who ask me. Until I am nothing but a lost soul, a pale ghost of myself. Kālī screams and demands I claim back that which is rightfully mine. She shocks me with her outburst and it raises something in me. I rage and release a primal scream which draws back to me everything I am. My possessions my body my golden soul. And then the stars the earth, the animals and plants. The air the water the light. I see what she is showing me. I am all. This is my birth right, this is what has been taken from me that I have unwillingly given away.

I immerse myself in the feeling of being connected to everything because I am everything. I travel in this body to other places and other bodies. I become star dust I become the cool night, I become moss and trees, sunlight at dawn. I am the whispering wind at night, purple starlit skies. I am everything and I am nothing at all. She hands me her golden eyes and says there is so much to witness for those with eyes to see. I hold the golden eyes and they become telescopic, I look through one at a time and I see far beyond this reality.  When I place them with my eyes I do not see out but I allow others to see in.

The gods stand with Kālī they see me. They see into me and into the earth. I see what they see. I am a complex organism lit by the divine light of my soul. The earth is my greater body in physical form. I also see that the gods have been blinded to what is happening on earth. They had lost sight of the earth and now they weep for their children. The people, the animals and trees. The flowers and the sea. They weep and then they rage, they fly through me, my vision and they take back their children and they begin to nourish them again, protect and love them. Show them their light and their truth.

I stand with Odin and I ask him will he repair the separation in my form. He says “Yes, once you were a great being with four arms and four legs, you have been greatly diminished, you pose no threat to me.” I tell him I am no threat to him I would stand at his shoulder if he would stand at mine. He agrees, and says “there is much work to do and we need all of you to be whole so we can heal from this tragedy.” He calls in my twin, refers to her as Raven Heart and she morphs into her purest form to join with me. Facing me at first, Odin sets a note, a tone that creates a vibration that shakes us into particles and then fuses us together. I stand like a god with four legs and four arms. Two sets of wings black over white. I stretch and move my body, it is not clumsy it is whole. I have two minds also. I can talk to Raven Heart she understands me and I understand her. We move through the earth with the gods and deities transforming the separation into unity on all levels. Giving back what has been taken. 

 

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