I am everything and I am nothing at all

Shamanic journey

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I embody the goddess of destruction, I feel the energy and rage race through my form. Her power is Immense. The world is dark and dangerous around her, reflecting her mood. She raises up stretching her body and extending her torso, growing new sets of ribs. She elongates her form becoming a golden hooded cobra. Looking down over the world. She curls herself over and bites onto her own tail creating a circle in which she is birthing a new world.

I understand she is truely a creator not a goddess of destruction. She transforms energy. I stand separate to her now and she holds up the Ouroboros as a mirror to show me my reflection. In the mirror I stand as a placid being giving away my belongings and my body to any who ask me. Until I am nothing but a lost soul, a pale ghost of myself. She demands I claim back that which is rightfully mine. She shocks me with her outburst and it raises something in me. I rage and release a primal scream which draws back to me everything I am. My possessions my body my golden soul. And then the stars the earth, the animals and plants. The air the water the light. I see what she is showing me. I am all. This is my birth right, this is what has been taken from me that I have unwillingly given away.

I immerse myself in the feeling of being connected to everything because I am everything. I travel in this body to other places and other bodies. I become star dust I become the cool night, I become moss and trees, sunlight at dawn. I am the whispering wind at night, purple starlit skies. I am everything and I am nothing at all. She hands me her golden eyes and says there is so much to witness for those with eyes to see. I hold the golden eyes and they become telescopic, I look through one at a time and I see far beyond this reality. When I place them with my eyes I do not see out but I allow others to see in.

The gods stand with her, they see me. They see into me and into the earth. I see what they see. I am a complex organism lit by the divine light of my soul. The earth is my greater body in physical form. I also see that the gods have been blinded to what is happening on earth. They had lost sight of the earth and now they weep for their children. The people, the animals and trees. The flowers and the sea. They weep and then they rage, they fly through me, through my vision and they take back their children and they begin to nourish them again, protect and love them. Show them their light and their truth.

I stand with one of the Gods and I ask him will he repair the separation in my form. He says, “Yes, once you were a great being, you have been greatly diminished.” He says “there is much work to do and we need all of you to be whole so we can heal from this tragedy.” He calls in my twin, refers to her as Raven Heart and she morphs into her purest form to join with me. Facing me at first, he sends a sound out, a tone that creates a vibration that shakes us into particles and then fuses us together. I stand like a god with four legs and four arms. Two sets of wings black over white. I stretch and move my body, it is whole. I have two minds also. I can talk to Raven Heart she understands me and I understand her. We move through the earth with the gods and deities transforming the separation into unity on all levels. Giving back what has been taken.

The Shadows we have spawned

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The Earth was a biological plane of existence. Plants, animals, minerals and elements lived here. Until we came. We were high dimensional beings who wanted to know what it was to live in form. Light, living and breathing in an organic body. The Earth was too dense for us to live as light in our energy bodies so we devolved into matter. Our high frequency light vibration slowing to become solid as skin, bones, and blood. Our energy stilling as senses, of taste, touch, smell, sight and hearing.

We were welcomed and held by the Earth, her soft soil caressing the souls of our feet and it was magnificent. But there was a price to pay for this huge intrusion into her Earthly realm. As we descended into form much of our light was ejected. As in our human form we have limited capacity vessels. It drifted from us as energy and became distorted in an attempt to create balance in this realm of duality where there is day and night, life and death. This other part of us became shadow as we were light.

And so our shadow formed personality as we did. It formed ideas and had endeavours. However, we were of the light and so we could create, our shadow could only take creation and invert it. And that is the way it has gone on for eons. As we were held both, by the Earth, our mother the one who gifted us our bodies of bone and blood, microbes and flora. And by our Father the Source, creator of all, infinite being of light. Our shadowy siblings clung to the night, siphoning off energy from our creations and etching out parcels of space in dead matter of other creatures bodies and pieces of land that had been corrupted.

As we were free to connect with light and source energy, to endlessly create and be inspired our shadows were always fed. As we elevated ourselves again reaching back to higher realms of enlightenment and refining our earthly vessels to hold ever more light. The shadow festered, becoming insatiable. The higher our light the lower the depravity of the shadow.

And now here we are, at this time of remembering. Where we have brought ourselves to the edge of evolution. The human species, an amalgamation of the earth and the heavens. Having to acknowledge the shadow is a spawn of our light and our desire to learn and grow. The shadow that has hunted us and been the impetus for our re union with divinity. We can only reach our full capacity now by swallowing this shadow, ingesting all of the horror and decay. Feeling the memories merge into our strands of DNA. Having the will to live through it all, remain in this body, infuse ourselves with solar light to burn away all of the detritus. And finally become whole again. Standing fully in our divine right as sovereign beings and as children of the Earth.

This transition is part of a much grander scheme to elevate the Earth into her magnificence as she swallows and transforms the shadows that she has spawned through her cycle of devolution and is being re graced into the starry heavens where she belongs with her brothers and sisters of the light.

Change Will Come ~ Light Language Vision

Shamanic vision

As the melody and light language wash over me I see a large ancient key of gold descend and penetrate my crown. Pushing down until it meets my heart. The shaft of the key turns in my body and scrapes away eons of calcification from my higher chakras.


My body folds open from the top of my head like a chrysalis and a spirit of myself steps out to face me. This soul apparition changes faces to show me that I am one but I am many.
I now see many of these illuminated souls, they stand facing toward the song which moves through us as layers of light and remembering. 


The shaft of the golden key pushes deeper into my body from heart to root and in this unlocking I drop to my knees with the pain. I remember the original separation from my soul family as a tearing of my flesh. As if my greater body is being torn apart. 


I see this great body of light built from hundreds and thousands of cells. Each cell individual but part of the whole. The great body of light turns to liquid and pours itself off as a chain of linking cells. The linking cells spread vastly across time and space, moving through dimensions and realities to create a great expanse of light. A ray that shines brilliantly as the linking cells descend into the denseness of form. 


Each cell, a Soul, stretched and dwarfed in comparison to its origin. Each Soul placed at locations of importance. Visiting different star nations, planets, solar systems and realms beyond my present understanding. Alone but connected. We as Souls illuminate and transform our host planets as we gather information and data needed for our missions. The pain is great, the horror real, we suffer as we descend as far as we can reach until our feet touch the ground of our most base existence. And then we return. Awakening to ourselves again, remembering our home, remembering ourselves and our Soul Siblings. We begin to rebuild our greater form. Each cell shaken and purged as it is purified to the holiest light so we can reunite.


The Earth, our current gathering place, where so many of us are blending our form with our Other Self. Our Twin companion who has held us during the long years of separation. Shining light and love from afar and asking us always to remember them. In knowing them we know ourselves and we begin to repair the damage of separation. There is only so far you can go before you lose yourself entirely. A pilot light of your origin must always remain, to lead you home. The merging continues as we release the detritus and allow all that enables us to grow, remain within. 


The melody shifts, the light language morphing into codes to unlock our gathered information. We have fought hard to bring this information to the Earth. With our Other Self we stand grounded and download all of the gathered experience and wisdom into the Earth. Now we become the key to unlock her remembering and as she remembers her glory we all share in her gifts.

~Light Language care of Nicole Peretti from Twin Flame Revolution

https://twinflamerevolution.mykajabi.com/