About Kilandril

Insights

During my personal expansion I have been able to remember myself beyond this life. As a Soul having lived many lives on Earth, other planets and star systems. As well as the time I have spent in between incarnations. It is my desire to share my experiences of remembering myself as an infinite being of light so that you may remember yourself as the multidimensional being that you are. The Human vessel has far more potential than we as a species are currently experiencing. I am here in this life to help activate and awaken dormant DNA sequences in our human bodies through working with the energy of the Earth.

As a child I was highly intuitive and connected to the spirit realm. I was able to see spirits and talk with them. It was difficult for me to integrate this into my ordinary life especially as I got older and the visions became stronger and more tangible. The dream state often merging with my waking reality.

Walking on the fringes of different timelines and alternate dimensions was distracting and tiring for me as a teenager so I buried that part of myself and it lay dormant.

Until, at the age of 30 I lost my new born son, Phoenix. That experience brought me so close to death that I had to be reborn. I was put through a painful initiation and had a very harsh awakening followed by a fast tracked remembering and realignment of my life. I learned to connect with the spirit world in a different way from that time forward and I began my training with Dream teacher Robert Moss and Shamanic Teacher Sandra Ingerman.

I am able to access a higher aspect of myself known to me as Kilandril from whom I receive insights and understanding beyond the reach of my human personality. Kilandril is who I know myself to be outside of any incarnation and the truest version of myself that exists.

I have been coming here to Earth for thousands of years in many incarnations in many timelines. As a soul with the help of my Team of Advisors and Teachers. Each body as a vessel for the soul has different attributes and strengths. The ability to enter the dream state and step outside of this reality while remaining present with the body is a gift that runs in my family. My ancestors have been with me always and I am with them for they are within my DNA and every one of them I know on some level. Each one has something to teach me. As one person, one personality I can not hold all of the information I need to access for my purpose work on Earth so I hold many vessels through out my lineage with many lines of information that my Soul can access on a physical level like files to feed the information to me in my current human life.

As well as all of my ancestors incarnated on Earth that I have known through my DNA or through incarnations there are those of whom I as a Soul have lived as on other planets and other star systems.

The way my human vessel is built from all of my ancestors that have come before me, my lineage going back to the beginning of the species. The rivulets of my bloodline have flowed forward into all of those I have lived as. As an organic being on Earth made of the Earth, I am also able to access all data and files stored in all DNA on all life forms on Earth currently living or that are to live here in the future. As time is non linear and merely a construct for those who need such things to contain an understanding of change as we evolve from day to day as living and organic beings in a planet system that is ever changing and growing and shifting.

We feel the need as a species to compartmentalise every moment so we can hang on to our personality as a seperate entity to the Earth and all of her kingdoms. But we are truely connected to the Earth and part of her if we were only able to break free of our conditioning and human constructs of security such as time we would all be able to access our truth. Our Soul is eternal light, our body is the Earth.

I am everything and I am nothing at all

Shamanic journey

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I embody the goddess of destruction, I feel the energy and rage race through my form. Her power is Immense. The world is dark and dangerous around her, reflecting her mood. She raises up stretching her body and extending her torso, growing new sets of ribs. She elongates her form becoming a golden hooded cobra. Looking down over the world. She curls herself over and bites onto her own tail creating a circle in which she is birthing a new world.

I understand she is truely a creator not a goddess of destruction. She transforms energy. I stand separate to her now and she holds up the Ouroboros as a mirror to show me my reflection. In the mirror I stand as a placid being giving away my belongings and my body to any who ask me. Until I am nothing but a lost soul, a pale ghost of myself. She demands I claim back that which is rightfully mine. She shocks me with her outburst and it raises something in me. I rage and release a primal scream which draws back to me everything I am. My possessions my body my golden soul. And then the stars the earth, the animals and plants. The air the water the light. I see what she is showing me. I am all. This is my birth right, this is what has been taken from me that I have unwillingly given away.

I immerse myself in the feeling of being connected to everything because I am everything. I travel in this body to other places and other bodies. I become star dust I become the cool night, I become moss and trees, sunlight at dawn. I am the whispering wind at night, purple starlit skies. I am everything and I am nothing at all. She hands me her golden eyes and says there is so much to witness for those with eyes to see. I hold the golden eyes and they become telescopic, I look through one at a time and I see far beyond this reality.  When I place them with my eyes I do not see out but I allow others to see in.

The gods stand with her, they see me. They see into me and into the earth. I see what they see. I am a complex organism lit by the divine light of my soul. The earth is my greater body in physical form. I also see that the gods have been blinded to what is happening on earth. They had lost sight of the earth and now they weep for their children. The people, the animals and trees. The flowers and the sea. They weep and then they rage, they fly through me, through my vision and they take back their children and they begin to nourish them again, protect and love them. Show them their light and their truth.

I stand with one of the Gods and I ask him will he repair the separation in my form. He says, “Yes, once you were a great being, you have been greatly diminished.” He says “there is much work to do and we need all of you to be whole so we can heal from this tragedy.” He calls in my twin, refers to her as Raven Heart and she morphs into her purest form to join with me. Facing me at first, he sends a sound out, a tone that creates a vibration that shakes us into particles and then fuses us together. I stand like a god with four legs and four arms. Two sets of wings black over white. I stretch and move my body, it is whole. I have two minds also. I can talk to Raven Heart she understands me and I understand her. We move through the earth with the gods and deities transforming the separation into unity on all levels. Giving back what has been taken. 

You are Solid Gold, no poison shall pass your lips

Shamanic journey
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As I drop into the beat of the dance I go into trance and I Journey.

Green ribbons of light move through me stitching me to the Earth and gold ribbons of light move through me stitching me to the heavens. I step forwards and I see a warrior facing me, as I walk towards him he says that we are not soul kin we are blood kin. We are of the same body.

I place my hand palm forward and we touch skin to skin. Alchemy is created and immediately my skin burns turning to ash and falling away. I step through him, incinerating my entire body and his, ash and embers floating away and we stand back to back joined. As I step forward pulling away we are magnetised together and I am made of solid gold. My feet fall heavy to the ground like I am marching and with each step I see another warrior appear. We are all made of solid gold and we are woven together with threads of gold light. I can see as they see, hear as they hear. We are of one body. I march with heavy feet until all of the warriors appear to me and the golden threads of light create a fully enclosed grid of healing energy around the earth.

As we have awoken to our true warrior form, the high divine beings of light come in to guide us. I am shown that I must regenerate my body, no poison may pass my lips. Golden light comes from within and transforms my skin, hair and eyes so I am radiant in form. My vibrancy and light will draw to me those who are my blood kin. We are of one body, we will think and move as one so we can use our immense force to shift and mould the Earth into a place of harmony.

The divine beings say without the radiance from within no one can see you. It is time to be seen. Show your golden status to the world and draw to you those of your kin. As I feel the warmth of the golden ray activate within me and sparkle through every cell of my body I see another tribe of great Warriors. The Amazons the original warrior women. They stand in formation making the shape of a spear head and they are woven together with strands of luminous green light. They carry spears and swords and shields crafted beautifully from the trees of the forests and the stones of the rivers and in this way they are completely connected to and protected by the earth energy.

These two great tribes of warriors stand together and support each other. I move to stand with the Amazons. I face the Golden Warriors and we cast peace over them, emerald green cells encapsulate and create peace and calm around each warrior. I move to stand with the Golden Warriors and we create a solid and protective grid around the Amazons so they can move freely though the Earth realms awakening their gifts and awakening the Earth again. They speak to the elementals, the plants, animals and creatures of the sea.

The Shadows we have spawned

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The Earth was a biological plane of existence. Plants, animals, minerals and elements lived here. Until we came. We were high dimensional beings who wanted to know what it was to live in form. Light, living and breathing in an organic body. The Earth was too dense for us to live as light in our energy bodies so we devolved into matter. Our high frequency light vibration slowing to become solid as skin, bones, and blood. Our energy stilling as senses, of taste, touch, smell, sight and hearing.

We were welcomed and held by the Earth, her soft soil caressing the souls of our feet and it was magnificent. But there was a price to pay for this huge intrusion into her Earthly realm. As we descended into form much of our light was ejected. As in our human form we have limited capacity vessels. It drifted from us as energy and became distorted in an attempt to create balance in this realm of duality where there is day and night, life and death. This other part of us became shadow as we were light.

And so our shadow formed personality as we did. It formed ideas and had endeavours. However, we were of the light and so we could create, our shadow could only take creation and invert it. And that is the way it has gone on for eons. As we were held both, by the Earth, our mother the one who gifted us our bodies of bone and blood, microbes and flora. And by our Father the Source, creator of all, infinite being of light. Our shadowy siblings clung to the night, siphoning off energy from our creations and etching out parcels of space in dead matter of other creatures bodies and pieces of land that had been corrupted.

As we were free to connect with light and source energy, to endlessly create and be inspired our shadows were always fed. As we elevated ourselves again reaching back to higher realms of enlightenment and refining our earthly vessels to hold ever more light. The shadow festered, becoming insatiable. The higher our light the lower the depravity of the shadow.

And now here we are, at this time of remembering. Where we have brought ourselves to the edge of evolution. The human species, an amalgamation of the earth and the heavens. Having to acknowledge the shadow is a spawn of our light and our desire to learn and grow. The shadow that has hunted us and been the impetus for our re union with divinity. We can only reach our full capacity now by swallowing this shadow, ingesting all of the horror and decay. Feeling the memories merge into our strands of DNA. Having the will to live through it all, remain in this body, infuse ourselves with solar light to burn away all of the detritus. And finally become whole again. Standing fully in our divine right as sovereign beings and as children of the Earth.

This transition is part of a much grander scheme to elevate the Earth into her magnificence as she swallows and transforms the shadows that she has spawned through her cycle of devolution and is being re graced into the starry heavens where she belongs with her brothers and sisters of the light.

Change Will Come ~ Light Language Vision

Shamanic vision

As the melody and light language wash over me I see a large ancient key of gold descend and penetrate my crown. Pushing down until it meets my heart. The shaft of the key turns in my body and scrapes away eons of calcification from my higher chakras.


My body folds open from the top of my head like a chrysalis and a spirit of myself steps out to face me. This soul apparition changes faces to show me that I am one but I am many.
I now see many of these illuminated souls, they stand facing toward the song which moves through us as layers of light and remembering. 


The shaft of the golden key pushes deeper into my body from heart to root and in this unlocking I drop to my knees with the pain. I remember the original separation from my soul family as a tearing of my flesh. As if my greater body is being torn apart. 


I see this great body of light built from hundreds and thousands of cells. Each cell individual but part of the whole. The great body of light turns to liquid and pours itself off as a chain of linking cells. The linking cells spread vastly across time and space, moving through dimensions and realities to create a great expanse of light. A ray that shines brilliantly as the linking cells descend into the denseness of form. 


Each cell, a Soul, stretched and dwarfed in comparison to its origin. Each Soul placed at locations of importance. Visiting different star nations, planets, solar systems and realms beyond my present understanding. Alone but connected. We as Souls illuminate and transform our host planets as we gather information and data needed for our missions. The pain is great, the horror real, we suffer as we descend as far as we can reach until our feet touch the ground of our most base existence. And then we return. Awakening to ourselves again, remembering our home, remembering ourselves and our Soul Siblings. We begin to rebuild our greater form. Each cell shaken and purged as it is purified to the holiest light so we can reunite.


The Earth, our current gathering place, where so many of us are blending our form with our Other Self. Our Twin companion who has held us during the long years of separation. Shining light and love from afar and asking us always to remember them. In knowing them we know ourselves and we begin to repair the damage of separation. There is only so far you can go before you lose yourself entirely. A pilot light of your origin must always remain, to lead you home. The merging continues as we release the detritus and allow all that enables us to grow, remain within. 


The melody shifts, the light language morphing into codes to unlock our gathered information. We have fought hard to bring this information to the Earth. With our Other Self we stand grounded and download all of the gathered experience and wisdom into the Earth. Now we become the key to unlock her remembering and as she remembers her glory we all share in her gifts.

~Light Language care of Nicole Peretti from Twin Flame Revolution

https://twinflamerevolution.mykajabi.com/