The Shadows we have spawned

Insights, Shamanic vision
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The Earth was a biological plane of existence. Plants, animals, minerals and elements lived here. Until we came. We were high dimensional beings who wanted to know what it was to live in form. Light, living and breathing in an organic body. The Earth was too dense for us to live as light in our energy bodies so we devolved into matter. Our high frequency light vibration slowing to become solid as skin, bones, and blood. Our energy stilling as senses, of taste, touch, smell, sight and hearing.

We were welcomed and held by the Earth, her soft soil caressing the souls of our feet and it was magnificent. But there was a price to pay for this huge intrusion into her Earthly realm. As we descended into form much of our light was ejected. As in our human form we have limited capacity vessels. It drifted from us as energy and became distorted in an attempt to create balance in this realm of duality where there is day and night, life and death. This other part of us became shadow as we were light.

And so our shadow formed personality as we did. It formed ideas and had endeavours. However, we were of the light and so we could create, our shadow could only take creation and invert it. And that is the way it has gone on for eons. As we were held both, by the Earth, our mother the one who gifted us our bodies of bone and blood, microbes and flora. And by our Father the Source, creator of all, infinite being of light. Our shadowy siblings clung to the night, siphoning off energy from our creations and etching out parcels of space in dead matter of other creatures bodies and pieces of land that had been corrupted.

As we were free to connect with light and source energy, to endlessly create and be inspired our shadows were always fed. As we elevated ourselves again reaching back to higher realms of enlightenment and refining our earthly vessels to hold ever more light. The shadow festered, becoming insatiable. The higher our light the lower the depravity of the shadow.

And now here we are, at this time of remembering. Where we have brought ourselves to the edge of evolution. The human species, an amalgamation of the earth and the heavens. Having to acknowledge the shadow is a spawn of our light and our desire to learn and grow. The shadow that has hunted us and been the impetus for our re union with divinity. We can only reach our full capacity now by swallowing this shadow, ingesting all of the horror and decay. Feeling the memories merge into our strands of DNA. Having the will to live through it all, remain in this body, infuse ourselves with solar light to burn away all of the detritus. And finally become whole again. Standing fully in our divine right as sovereign beings and as children of the Earth.

This transition is part of a much grander scheme to elevate the Earth into her magnificence as she swallows and transforms the shadows that she has spawned through her cycle of devolution and is being re graced into the starry heavens where she belongs with her brothers and sisters of the light.

About Kilandril

Insights

During my personal expansion I have been able to remember myself beyond this life. As a Soul having lived many lives on Earth, other planets and star systems. As well as the time I have spent in between incarnations. It is my desire to share my experiences of remembering myself as an infinite being of light so that you may remember yourself as the multidimensional being that you are. The Human vessel has far more potential than we as a species are currently experiencing. I am here in this life to help activate and awaken dormant DNA sequences in our human bodies through working with the energy of the Earth.

As a child I was highly intuitive and connected to the spirit realm. I was able to see spirits and talk with them. It was difficult for me to integrate this into my ordinary life especially as I got older and the visions became stronger and more tangible. The dream state often merging with my waking reality.

Walking on the fringes of different timelines and alternate dimensions was distracting and tiring for me as a teenager so I buried that part of myself and it lay dormant.

Until, at the age of 30 I lost my new born son, Phoenix. That experience brought me so close to death that I had to be reborn. I was put through a painful initiation and had a very harsh awakening followed by a fast tracked remembering and realignment of my life. I learned to connect with the spirit world in a different way from that time forward and I began my training with Dream teacher Robert Moss and Shamanic Teacher Sandra Ingerman.

I am able to access a higher aspect of myself known to me as Kilandril from whom I receive insights and understanding beyond the reach of my human personality. Kilandril is who I know myself to be outside of any incarnation and the truest version of myself that exists.

I have been coming here to Earth for thousands of years in many incarnations in many timelines. The ability to enter the dream state and step outside of this reality while remaining present with the body is a gift that runs in my family. My ancestors are always with me, they are in my DNA and I know every one of them on some level. Each one has something to teach me.

We are truely connected to our ancestors, to the Earth and all of her kingdoms, we are part of her. Our Soul is eternal light, our body is the Earth. Its time to remember now.