You are my Kind

Insights

A hunter in the night

I see you in a distant light

Under moonlit skies

Do you ever wonder why?

I stay out of reach

So our eyes don’t meet

Your hypnotic gaze

Can bring me to my knees

A power so divine

My will no longer mine

I am bound to seek you out

I’m a hunter have no doubt

But distance we must keep

If our souls complete

We burn this world down

To the underground

I watch you live a half life

So careful with your light

Hiding in shadows of the night

Our hearts dim but fire bright

This world could be devoured

By one heavenly hour

Let us stay as strays

Wandering in this play

When the Earth is torn from its sleep

Then our hearts shall meet

Casting a luminous light

An infinite bright

When we leave this plane

An exception made

For us to reunite once more

And take on our original form

Carry on Bright One

Insights

Raise your shield and lean in against the tide of terror, use your force to push onward with a singular focus. Go alone if you have to. Nothing can stop you from following your path, it is built into your bones and blood. You know the way as your ancestors did. They may have read the stars to find their way in the dark but you have an internal compass guiding you. Pulling you forward towards your becoming.

It may be slow and you may come up against some powerful resistance but carry on, with the world on your shoulders. It is the hope of a new and beautiful world that you carry, not like a burden but like a buoyancy that makes your steps lighter and your heart brighter.

Those who can’t see will never know. And your words may wash over them but will never penetrate their core. They are captured and they serve a dark lord now. A dark lord that all will praise except the few who remain true to their source and to themselves. Don’t get caught up in the hype, stay steady and continue on your way. There will be others when you arrive. You won’t be alone forever bright one. 


When The Darkness Comes

Insights

When the darkness comes
It seeps in through my skin
It burrows out a space within
And tries to make me his
For this night at least
I belong to him
The darkness within

When the dawn rises
I become fire
The darkness expires

Now I remember
To bring an ember
For when the darkness falls
I will light the halls
So all in shadow see
The dark does not consume me


Sound bath weaving magic mycelium through me:

Shamanic journey

As the reverberations of the Om wash over and through me I see myself step out into the vision. I have my hands in the damp soil. Clawing at the earth. Digging in to expose the white threads of mycelium matted underneath in the dark. I begin to draw out the white fibres, pulling at them like a rope. And something from the other side pulls back. We struggle against each other for a moment. Then I am pulled into the earth and through a portal into the cosmos.

Several bright beings stand above me. Looking down like surgeons haloed by the light. I am calm as they cut open my skin to reveal the mycelium within my body. A network of nerves sending currents of communication through my body. While I am in stasis they pull out this network and inspect it under the light. I can see it is worn and weathered. With patches missing. It has areas that look tired and lacking life. They stitch new threads of light through it and soak it to bring back vibrancy. Wash away the stains and the pain. Then wrap it gently around me again. It is warm and comforting. I feel the love and care that has gone into the reworking of my mycelium like nerve network.

After my body is closed again I speak with the beings who have helped me heal. The main masculine energy says I may call him Astrid which means divinely beautiful. That their Earth bodies of mycelium and mushroom are very different to mine. They are both on the Earth and beyond the Earth at the same time. Their Earth bodies do not contain or restrain them. That they are visitors to the Earth and are here to help repair damage that has been done. And to help other Earth Healers like myself repair the damage. I thank them and I feel we will remain in contact and communication.

I dreamt a fractal Star

Shamanic vision
Receiving Light Codes in the dream space

A dream within a dream 

A skyscape bowed with rain

A crystallised and fractal star

A beauty bright with pain

It poured me full of ecstacy

And tore me from my sleep

Waking to this world not mine

To know the two would meet

The light forming shadow 

Until its highest point

We are being fractured

Until we are re joined 

Dance Journey ~ Leviathan

Shamanic vision
Slay your demons

I dance to the beat of the drum and I go into trance. I step out of a blue lotus flower that has a heart of gold. The centre of the lotus becomes strands of gold that reach out in front of me creating a path of light.  As I dance and build the energy my body becomes plated with gold armour and I become deeply grounded and heavy. I stand with my feet set on the Earth and I draw to me all the light that has been dis possessed by those who have signed away their vessels. I breathe it all into my body and new spaces begin to open up to house the light. Vaults of gold open in the central column of my energy field and doors are opened deep down into the Earth. There are source codes and light frequencies that must remain with the Earth so the path of evolution can continue unhindered. As I draw this light into me I also draw to me those who remain true to their mission. They stand beside me and we breathe deeply together drawing all of the fragments of light to us and into us. 

Those of us who are here for the completion of this mission are being asked to expand our capacity for light. We must hold a vast bandwidth of light frequencies and a varied depth of source codes. We are opening up our ancient vaults to protect the light codes as information the Earth will need for her evolution. We are expanding our vessels. I breathe in deeply my lungs are stretched and the tissue tears, I pick up the weight of the missions that others have discarded and my muscles tear, I feel the searing grief in my heart and the tissue tears in pain. Black energy like a venting of toxic smoke leaks out of the tears and I am cleansing my body. 

I see the Leviathan (“leviathan” was associated with the Hebrew words lavah, meaning “to couple, connect, or join with”, and  thannin, meaning “a serpent or dragon”) within me like a spiralling serpent that has embedded itself into the strands of my DNA. I begin the process of unpicking it and closing the wounds it has left in my body. As I tear my heart, lungs and muscles with the expansion of my vessel I open and release the toxins of Leviathan. I tear my self apart and I breath out all of the illusion caused by the interfering energy. 

I see the original wound of separation when I left the divine to come into form. The body altered genetically to house both divine light and demonic entities. The wound has healed misaligned causing great pain in the body. Deep like the ocean my soul grows wider, ever expanding. While my body, dense, is restricted in form, stagnating. How do I, in the hour of now, join the two in harmonious reunion? Strip the very flesh from my bones. Uncoil my spine. Rewind time. To find my way into heaven above so my below can grow. Spread roots into the Earth, become the sea, salt of the Earth, the very hearth of home, where I am known. The unhealed wound is broken fresh again and raw, aligned with the divine light and clearing all infestation of demonic entities housed in DNA and re sealed so the universal energy may flow through me unhindered. 

Sovereign Being of the land and the sea

Shamanic journey
Jasper Eyed Selkie

As I dance to the beat of the drum I go into trance and I see golden energy weaving infinity into my spine as it works its way from my base to my crown then I step out into an ancient forest where the oldest tree has laid down to create its own grove. The Ancient Huon pine has an opening in its bark. A scar. I place my palm flat on the open skin of the tree. Layers and layers of records from the Earth akashic records hit me and fold into me. I begin to melt into and fall into the rich tannin filled waters of the river that enfold the forest. I sink into the deep dark depths and am carried like a fallen log to the opening of the sea.

As I arrive at the sea shore I step up and out of the water onto the sand. I am like a Selkie stepping out of the water and out of my seal skin which I wrap around my shoulders. My seal skull I wear like a crown in my human form. I see an ancient Atlantean castle made of light rise out of the sea in front of me. As I ascend the steps I walk with one of my kin beside me. We reach the top of the steps and we are blocked entrance to the castle by an enormous walrus. He sheds his skin and we see him as the King. Foreboding and immense. I say to him “I am a free being of the land and the sea, grant me sovereignty.” He asks me to prove I am of the land and sea. I show him my two eyes of Jasper. One green the land, one dark like the depths of the sea. He sees me as the shapeshifting selkies of both the land and the sea, through these eyes.

He grants me Sovereignty and I begin to cut the cords of bondage which become visible all around me. I cut these cords away with a scythe made of Darwin Glass blade and Huon pine handle. I cut away the cords for my kin also. When we are free of bondage I ask to access the hall of records. The ancient castle of light is an Atlantean hall of records, I ask to pass. The king demands payment and I give him a seed of consciousness as trade. I open from my heart the golden energy of the pine and it moves forward through his heart. The pine cone moving from his heart to his crown and opening out unfolding cosmic connection. His crown opens to the cosmos as gold and his golden energetic wings open as his consciousness ascends.

We step past him and into the hall of records. I begin to imbibe the knowledge. Breathing deeply in the words and the wisdom from the sacred texts. I see the golden words and symbols move through my breath into my body. My kin stands solid beside me and hums a low tone that keeps the frequency stable. My cyclic breath begins to draw up the floor of the ocean. The sand like fragmented crystals rising and whirling into a massive tidal wave that draws up on itself endlessly and stands static shadowing us below. The tidal wave begins to shape shift into the head of a cobra then, the head of a lion then the whole structure solidifies as sand stone in the shape of a temple. I see now, that the tidal wave I was so afraid to step into, in my dreams, was a temple all along. The ancient hall of records is revived and rebuilt from the desecrated ruins of the fragmented crystal castle. I breathe out gold and cover the temple sealing it then I breathe the shimmering waters out to cover and cloak the temple so it remains hidden.

We walk now as free beings of the land and the sea. Encoded with the memories of our selves and the earth as it was and will be again in glorious alignment with the cosmos.

Loyalty and Betrayal

Insights
The Archer

The war on consciousness is raging everyday. The battle lines have been drawn up. We are seeing the divide widen as each person takes their place on the battle field. Everything is coming out in the open and we see who has remained staunchly loyal to their mission and who has betrayed their soul for ill gotten gains.

This is an epochal time on planet earth, it is no game, the stakes are high and even the hardened warriors are falling prey to the new weaponised control systems. The betrayal is felt deeply, wounding the physical bodies of those loyal to the earths evolution. Each time a warrior falls, a scar, like a memory is cut into one who remains loyal. This way we will always remember our fallen. And when the war is over we will come back for them and dig them out of the trenches, to bring them back to the light.

Do you remember?

When we moved as one

To take down the sun

And shine the blinding rays

Into the eyes of our foe

We would always run

Through the wild winds

Down the mountainside

To see who was the faster, you or I

We were the wild ones

Who knew we were free

In kinship with the Earth

And her kind

We could always find our foe

For where ever we did go

They were sure to be in our shadow

Just a memory now gone

A time long before

When we were free

Now our Foe is the faster one

Our secret sold

For shining gold

And now all do know

How we were faster and free

The light in our souls

It made us move so swiftly

And now the shadow has swallowed

All the gold and told us

We are no longer free to be

Upon the earth

That we must pay to move this way

A toll on our souls every day

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Dance Journey ~ The Sacred that is Stolen

Shamanic journey
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I dance to the beat of the drum and I go into trance. I walk as lethal as the Jaguar, a shape shifter, stalking in the shadows. As I move forward, gold leaf is folded over me and all of my surrounds until everything glitters. I shine bright and I storm the Cathedral, kicking in the door I bring the radiant light of Gods glory and all trespasses who hide behind the veil are caught in the glaring light. They are taken by the forces of the light and the Cathedral is reclaimed and returned to harmony frequency allowing the Earth energy to move through the focused energy point of the land. This unleashes a river of built up energy that flows out to other energy centres connecting harmony frequency and dissecting interference.

I walk outside and under a dark sky I anchor my golden energy into the Earth. Huge pulses of light move through me into the Earth like lightning bolts. I can see my kin who are with me grounding this light also. It smashes through us at high voltage, we breathe through it, flex our bodies and allow the charge to build until it strikes again.

We see the others, the ones we have lost, they are walking among us still but a venom is in their blood. It moves slowly from their heart out to their limbs and it blackens them, drains their life force, holds a piece of their soul as ransom. A point of light remains as they turn from flesh slowly into something inorganic, not made by God but Gods creation inverted.

One lost soul, one I have known, walks past me. As the venom spreads I see that a realm of darkness is opening around him and begins to draw him in. I reach out my hand and grab him by the wrist as he is falling into the depths. I can’t hold him here and he slips away. I scream into the void we will come back for you all. As the lost souls fall into lower realms of existence my kin and I hold the Golden light for the Earth and we continue to illuminate the land and recapture the sacred sites that have been corrupted.

As the Earth begins to glow from the golden light infusion the trees become vibrant and alive. The gentle glowing radiance is heady and sweet. I breathe in the vapour and I melt into bliss. Standing in a grove of ancient pear trees I see the venation of the leaves and their translucent nature. I marvel at their beauty and am taken into a heavenly reverie with the trees.

Once I am recharged I move on. Walking the ley lines back to life, harmonising the distorted energy fields and connecting with my kin who have come to Earth like me to breathe life back into a dying planet.

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Dance Journey ~ The Earth’s Forgotten Glory

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I dance to the beat of the drum and I step into the vision. I am standing on a large golden disc with symbols all over it. I see the Earth below, it is completely barren. I reach up to the sky and I draw down white liquid light as life force. I am filled with the light and enclosed in an orb. I begin faceting the orb by smashing my feet into the disc below me to break off fragments. When the orb is completely faceted it shines even more radiantly. I step onto the Earth and I hit the ground hard with my feet, breaking the ground open beneath me. I strike the ground over and over with my feet, cracking the Earth open until it opens deep into the ground. I allow the white liquid life force to flow through me and into the Earth pouring down into the cracks and forming mycelium like roots. As I beat the ground beneath my feet and crack open the Earth I awaken the Earth spirits.

They rise up from the ground in a line, facing me, angry at my attack on the Earth. They are baked from clay, ochre coloured bodies and white faces. I extend my energy towards them to let them see that I am here to heal, not damage the Earth. They recieve my energy as white liquid light and then they turn to face the other angered spirits of the earth. I see the Water spirits rise up and communicate with the Earth spirits then they receive the healing light and turn. Waves and waves of these spirits rise then receive and turn until there are thousands of lines of spirits in front of me infused with the life force light. We continue in this way with me beating the Earth with my feet and them passing the light forwards line by line. The cracking of the Earth sounds like thunder and as we build the energy together there is an electric charge building also. A storm is coming. Rain starts to fall and the droplets create ripples across the energy of the orbs, now around each spirit of the Earth. The ripples collide into each other and create a crossing pattern, the weaving of the energy is strengthened by the ripples moving like sound across the entire Earth.

When the entire Earth is covered by the lines of spirits wrapped in light orbs slowly faceting. I breathe in the light, charge up my body and all of the orbs with Earth spirits allow the energy to move through them into the Earth like roots then I let the energy out with a breath and branches grow from the top of the energy orbs. All of the other orbs grow branches too. They bloom with soft pink blossoms. A beautiful white light forest covers the Earth. My tree is over all the others like a great canopy of protection. I breathe and build the energy until it rises and all of the trees grow until the blooming branches of my canopy stretch into the cool reaches of space. Many stars shine above us and many stars fall down as gifts for the Earth. Diamonds falling into the open blooms. The petals of the flowers close tightly around the diamonds and a sacred fruit is formed. Red shiny apples fall to the ground beneath the trees.

I release the building energy and I relax back into the tree then step out of the tree into the forest. There the floor of the forest is covered in red apples. I pick one up to take a bite and the sweet fruit electrifies my mind with sight and my body is charged with a current that connects the air around me. Hexagonal fractals branch out from me with each bite. Building reconnection with the All. I see the other Earth spirits step out from their trees begin to bite into the apples and connect with me and the All. Then everything begins to grow. The moss covers the ground, the mushrooms emerge, flowers bloom. I try a leaf from the tree. I place it on my tongue and the script rolls down my body like parchment. Written word rolling over me infusing into me. Knowledge being received.

I walk from the forest and I see the gaps in the Earth where I had broken it open are filled with crystal formations. The wise crystalline beings step forth, they begin to raise mountains and carve beaches and lakes. I sit beside the beach of sand and stone and I weep tears of joy to see life return in such abundance. The ocean is filled with my salty tears and waves come rolling in and crash on the shore. I am at peace as the Earth is regenerated to its forgotten glory.